Piercing the Bubble of Delusion

Questioning the Causes & Consequences of our Way of Life

by Bob Banner

"America and the world were rudely awakened from a dream of invulnerability and security. Despite our spending thirty million dollars an hour to protect ourselves, a score of insanely committed angels of death, offered their lives to attack a symbol of affluence and power, and wound the heart of the world.

I will wait at the threshold with a wounded heart, breathe, and remember God."
- Shaikh Kabir Helminski al-Mevlevi

I keep thinking about our way of life, and how it may have created enemies of the U.S.

I also want to be capable of listening to our enemies. I want to understand their complaints, violent or otherwise.

I wasn't surprised at the horrendous attacks on New York and Washington. I think our way of life, predicated so much on power and wealth, has much to do with the attacks.

Over the years, our way of life, extravagant by most standards in the world, has removed us from the consequences of our behavior on other people and places around the globe.

Our obsession with affluence, unchecked growth, technology and the speediness of modernity has produced a major disconnect in the American psyche - we don't see the relationship between our way of life and how it impacts indigenous cultures, the environment, the climate and the planet.

We can't even perceive this relationship. We think our way of life and its rewards are inevitable, as natural as water is to a fish.

We eat food that we don't see grown, often times shipped thousands of miles before it reaches our tables. We wear clothes produced with slave labor in developing countries. We drink coffee from Third-World plantations where workers receive an unlivable wage. We build houses with trees cut down from forests hundreds, if not thousands, of miles away. The benefits we enjoy from our quality of life blind us to its consequences.

Our affluent lifestyle has allowed us to create a fragile bubble of denial, in which we've insulated ourselves from the devastating impacts of our way of life on the rest of the planet and its people.

We pay taxes, which in turn go to a military techno-industrial complex that does our dirty work so we can feel secure in the continuance of our quality of life, righteously guaranteed by our government.

We buy cheap gasoline made from crude oil drilled in the Middle East, and declare war to guarantee our addicting supply. The consequences, in addition to creating enemies abroad, are that we create air and water pollution, traffic congestion, designs of autocentric cities that are unlivable.

To put it bluntly, we have blood on our hands from this quality of life that we enjoy so much at the expense of others. The U.S. makes up only 5 percent of the world's population, yet we consume more than one-third of its natural resources. An elite group of less than one-billion people now take more than 80 percent of the world's wealth. It's been said that "six Africans go to bed hungry so one American can have a weight problem." Globalization, pushed by the U.S. government and its closest allies, with the help of the World Trade Organization, World Bank and IMF, unleashes tremendous misery on the Third World. Many of these hundreds of millions are quite aware of the role of the U.S. in sustaining these inequities.

We, on the other hand, remain in the dark.

Whether we choose to stay clueless and in the dark because of our individual and collective predilection for denial, or because of the corporate media's complicity in avoiding the truth, is irrelevant.

This darkness, the ignorance of how our lifestyle affects or harms others, is our bubble. When we throw our garbage away, for example, we do not immediately see signs or feel the effects of the massive landfill near our neighborhoods. It goes away, out of sight, unlike many developing countries where many people live in or near the landfills for survival. Ours are outside the city limits, covered behind hills and valleys, conveniently removed.

Our human "waste," at one time collected by farmers to use as fertilizer, is flushed away in water that could be used for drinking, never to be seen or heard again. An indigenous person who values the sacredness and preciousness of water, sometimes carrying it for miles to use at home, would consider us lunatics. The Chinese, in fact, view the West as extremely wasteful and extravagant because of our flush-happy practices.

Every time we turn on an electric switch we are using primarily coal or nuclear energy, not necessarily conscious of the toxicity of either one. Since we don't see, taste, feel or even understand the sources of our energy, we remain ignorant of their impacts. When cases of leukemia and other radiation-related diseases finally emerge because of toxic power plants, it still takes a long time before communities make the connection between the toxicity of their energy sources and the causes of their ill-health.

This is the bubble in which we hold our precious way of life. It's as if there has been this major conspiracy designed specifically to transform naturally wild earth-based human beings into deluded, addicted, entertainment-obsessed, pleasure-seeking comfort bunnies.

However, slowly, this bubble, this illusory reality, is being shattered. We are learning more and more about the sweat and poverty of coffee pickers, whose wages are going lower and lower as I write this. Chocolate is being manufactured through child slave labor in Ivory Coast countries as well as other developing countries. We are getting more information about the original manufacturing of our clothes, our tennis shoes, our computers, our carpets - and it ain't pretty. And, as I mentioned, our government's foreign policies create misery for thousands and millions of people throughout the world. So why are we so shocked when a violent response finally comes back to us? It's because we are in denial about our way of life and the costs it exacts on the rest of the world.

Rather than ask questions such as "How are we going to strike back?" we ought to be asking:

1. Why are we not interested in our government's foreign policies, which serve to protect, often at the expense of bullying other nations, our quality of life?

2. Why do we eagerly listen to our "leaders" and media pundits without the necessary healthy skepticism and criticism?

3. Why do we insist on following the parade rather than really thinking through the issues?

4. If our way of life is so fantastic, why are we wildly racing about just to meet our basic needs, and when we finally do rest, there seems to be no time for service, volunteering, social activism or artistic pursuits?

5. Why has coverage of foreign news become swept away by more entertaining and lucrative news as sporting events, stock prices, celebrity gossip, and the pornographic thrill of the latest techno gadget?

Our bubble, inside of which we've chosen to remain blissfully ignorant of the world's sufferings, was pierced on September 11.

Our "enemies," whose messages have been thwarted time and time again, have attacked the symbols of our dream-like, insulated and seemingly impenetrable paradise - America's acclaimed wealth and power.

The attacks pierced our dream-world bubble. The acts, horrible as they were, are symbolic of the fact that we are no longer invulnerable. A deep foreign cry, an anguished cry that Americans in their pride of wealth and power have refused to hear, has made itself heard in a ruthless murderous act.

For a resolution, we need a major shift in consciousness. As Einstein said, we cannot solve problems with the same mindset that created them. We need to listen not only to our own critics of the American dream, but we need to listen to our enemies, who view and experience the American dream as a nightmare.

Yet, it appears we are not interested in listening deeply, to really finding a lasting resolution with those who disagree with us or suffer as a result of our lifestyle. Instead our government is talking about annihilating these "enemies" of the U.S., as if that's going to solve the problem. If terror ever destroyed terror, we'd have been living in paradise eons ago.

It takes much more courage to sit down with an "enemy" (a name we give to those we dehumanize through propaganda and tough-talk just before we annihilate them) and actually listen to their story.

What kind of sacrifices does it take to really listen to someone? Time, practice, an open heart, a willingness to be fair. If we actually saw the impacts of our way of life, such as seeing a coffee-picker carry 70 pounds of beans on his back for miles for only 35 cents a pound (or choose your own example), wouldn't it affect us?

Look at how the best in America emerged when we saw and felt the pain and tragedy in the pulverization of the twin towers. The empathy was touching and immediate. The courageous and heroic efforts were outstanding. Why can we not see and respond to the other horrors in the world, which are as insidious and much larger in scale?

The disconnect of the American psyche is so prevalent that we cannot see or even begin to think about other peoples' sufferings. Even the spiritual entertainer Deepak Chopra confessed in a letter after the attack: "I asked myself, ÔWhy didn't I feel this way last week [before Sept. 11]? Why didn't my body go stiff during the bombing of Iraq or Bosnia?' Around the world, my horror and worry are experienced by thousands or millions every day. Mothers weep over horrendous loss; civilians are bombed mercilessly; refugees are ripped from any sense of home or homeland. Why did I not feel their anguish enough to call a halt to it?"

Have we learned anything from numerous indigenous peoples who were annihilated because they lacked the tactics or ability or power to fight back? It happened to our own native Americans and it is now happening to the Tibetans right before our eyes and we hardly notice. And when someone does fight back, using the same violence we use, surely it ought to be a wake-up call that justice is out of balance.

Can we stretch ourselves enough to grasp this interdependent relationship, that our way of life is predicated on the suffering of others? Until we actually feel and taste that correlation, we will remain in that disconnected, insular bubble. It's no wonder they call it the American dream. It's a dream fraught with horrors and shadows and bogeyman of our own creation.

What sort of sacrifices would we have to make to really listen to our "enemy"? Fairness in global trade instead of the outrageous rip-off called "free trade"? Would it mean advocating and participating in genuine democratic processes and procedures where everyone's grievances, needs and aspirations are laid out on the table? Isn't that the patriotic American spirit - the qualities of generosity and understanding that we glowingly speak about? Is that so difficult?

Or would we rather sacrifice our civil liberties, accept higher flight travel prices due to more security measures? Or would we rather have more long traffic lines because of more police checking our cars for car bombs? Or higher taxes to satisfy an already obscene $300 billion military machine? Already numerous new bans and censorship and restrictions are rapidly emerging (an "advisory" discouraging the play of 150 songs on the airwaves via Clear Channel Communications; "Politically Incorrect" has been threatened to be cut off the air, wiretapping, etc.).

I hope we deeply feel this tragic event and get informed and listen and read and talk and argue and listen and encourage dissent (read the alternative voices rather than rely simply on mainstream media sources). I hope we let it penetrate deeply into our souls, and that we reinvent such terms as security, defense, justice, patriotism and freedom. And hopefully, let this new understanding, with its evolution of profound loss, grief and righteous anger, take us to a deeper place so we can transform and use our talents so the profound clarity and wisdom of the human spirit can shine through.

Bob Banner is publisher of HopeDance Magazine. He can be reached at editor@hopedance.org.
Special thanks to Stacey Warde for clarifying my views and word-crafting this piece.